I Don’t Want To Die….I Just Don’t Know How To Live By HKG 9/30/19

You’ve probably seen me…but you don’t know my story. I share happy pictures of my beautiful life…and it is beautiful…believe me…it is…but deep down, you don’t know me.
I have a past that haunts me …it rears it’s ugly head, unexpected…when I’m not looking. And in those moments, I remember…all the pain, all the fear…it comes back. And once again I’m afraid, and I don’t know what to do, and I don’t know how to live. I have everything to live for…but I don’t know how to do it. My past haunts me.
But today I see it…I recognize the feelings…I can acknowledge the pain….and I an change it…because today it’s my choice…it’s my decision…not anyone else’s. Today I can choose not just to survive, I can choose to live….because I have everything to live for.

Remember me? You don’t know me….but you’ve seen the happy pictures of my beautiful life.

***written for someone that means all the world and than some to me***

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